If he only knew

If he only knew how often he makes me cry because I’m happy, cry because I love him so much, more than words can say.

At first I was scared, frightened that I felt stronger than he did, but that quickly faded when I realized exactly how much he really did love me, does love me. There aren’t words for it.

I found this amazing poem which describes almost everything:

You’re the first thing I think of
Each morning when I rise
You’re the last thing I think of
When I close my eyes

You’re in each thought I have
And every breath I take
My feelings are growing stronger
With every move you make

You’re an angel from above
who takes away my pain
My love for you is so strong
It’s always just the same

You’re the miracle in my life
Who can always make me smile
Just knowing that you care
Makes my life worth-while

You’ve touched my heart and soul
Which you have from the start
Your warm soft words
Will never leave my heart

You are everything I want
You’re so pure and true
I love you with everything I have
And I love everything that you do.


It describes everything so perfectly, even though no words could ever describe how strongly you feel for anyone. And even that sentence only gives you a slightly idea about it, if not less.

Never in a million years I thought I’d feel this strong for anyone, and trust someone so much as I do, but just that shows that I’ve made progress, I’ve let someone completely in my life, inside my head if that’s possible. The one person I can always count on, the person I trust with my life, that makes me smile and laugh when no one else can, but then again, he’s the person that always makes me smile. Wither he’s aware of it or not.

He’s my smile and my pain, my sunshine and rain. Sounds odd, but at the same time It’s so true.

This is me