Voice inside my head – By me

Voice inside of me

Won’t let me free,

Won’t let me free

Screams as loud as it can be

There you have

The voice inside of me

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The voice’s called doubt

I have scratched

I have fought

But it returns again

Louder, demanding

Wants my constant responding

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Take away all that’s good for me

Everything that makes me happy

Will it silence you? Will you fade away,

If I promise you that I won’t stay?

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Is death what you crave and wish for?

Is it pain?

Because I see that to you it’s just a game

To remove everything that I adore

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You want me to pick up that razor

That knife or the pills

But the view of it gives me chills

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You convince me that it’s the right thing to do

That there’s no reason thinking it through

And that all that really matters is me and you

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Voice inside of me

Scream louder

Fight harder

Because I’ll walk out of this

Stronger than you can be

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I’ll scream louder

If that’s what it takes

To set me free

This time there’ll be no mistakes

You won’t be the winner this time

This time it’s me

xx